I don't really think they do. Maybe, it's a sense of humor to US on what they do, but I don't think they consider it to be a sense of humor. They're just doing what animals do. Haha. But I don't know, it could be possibility because I have a feeling gorillas or chimpanzees might have a sense of humor? :P

I'm getting a head start with making those Senior Aloha posters for Badminton. So far I only finished 4 posters out of 13. I think that's pretty good since the Senior Aloha is going to be around May, and it's still March! I got one month to finish these posters for everyone. Haha. I really hope they like it. I'm trying really hard to show each sketch with each person, like their personalities and stuff. I want to show it through their posters, so they can be happy and beat Westmont on their Senior game. Hahaha. I really hope that our team wins League. It would mean so much to everyone. I just know it. On Tuesday, we're going to battle against Independance. I hope we win! *knocks on wood*
Last Thursday was Panoramic pictures for our class and the Tree People had these green shirts. Mannnn! The color looked so nice! I want to buy that color shirt and use my fabric paint to draw a fish on it! OMG. HAHAHA. Yes, I want to draw a fish. The reason why? Because for English class, we had to draw a animal really to the main character in a book that we're reading. So I drew a fish, HAHAHA. Man my fish looked awesome, but it kinda looked high and stoned ... and tired. HAHAHA. But I really liked it (:
These couple of days, I've been staying at school each day for partically 12 hours. 12 HOURS. Can you believe that? I'm like crazyy.

So yeah, I'm feeling really artistic these past couple of days too! I'm drawing, dancing, listening to a lot of music and all those kinds of stuff.

Hmm. Now I am hungry. Must go find something to eat!

NEED TO FINISH WATCHING
Ryuusei no Kizuna *
Seigi no Mikata *
Room of King *
Shibatora
Code Blue
Yasashii Jikan
1 Litre of Tears

Think I could finish by the week? I don't think so. But I hope so. I really want to finish watching the ones with a * next to it. ):

REALLY WANT TO WATCH
Hana Yori Dango Final
Beethoven Virus
Korean Dramas overall. :P I feel like I've watched all the Japanese ones already.

(Caught up on GnoArashi episodes. (Thank god T__T) Need to ride back on the Asian Music wave. Especially the korean wave. :P)

So, Yesterday, I went to DCM 9:00 in the morning. Kinda boring in my opinion. Cause I didn't play golf, and I didn't play in the Arcade because you had to pay 6 dollars for it. I was broke, so I was like, "NAWWW". So I just chilled with MyOrangeFriend. (: He showed me all these videos on his phone, with him breaking and stuff. Yeahh. After DCM, I went to go watch a movie at the mall. Me, MyOrangeFriend, Linda, Nathan, Karen, and Micheal went to watch Marley & Me. Man, that was a friggen' sad movie. I teared up a little, but not was much as Linda or Karen. I don't think so. Haha. After that, we hung out at the mall. I was pretty tired at after the movie though. Then around 5:00, we left and Linda dropped me off at Merrylle's house because of Merrylle's party. Merrylle's party was fun! Played RockBand and chilled. ;D She had good food! Ohmy, I didn't eat the whole day, so I was so happy :O... Haha. Ahhh! Merrylle cried! ): I'm envious of her. She has such a good family. And A big family too! Sigh. Merrylle Happy Birthday! and I hope you like your CDs I made for you. xD Ahhh! Hahahahaha! Came home at like 10:00. I was pretty tired.

I feel really bad right now. I feel so selfish. I always do this. I feel like, I always use people to bring only myself happiness. Even though people say, "It's allright. Don't worry about it" I still feel bad. Cause it's that feeling where they know that you're using them. And I just hate thatttt. Like I don't know, it happened today. Cause tomorrow I'm supposed to go with my friend to this Conference Meeting. And it was just supposed to be me and her. But, I don't know, I asked the guy that I liked if he was going. And I kinda asked my friend if she was willing to give that guy that I liked a ride to and from the Conference Meeting. I FEEL SO BAD. I feel like I'm using her. ): And, i didn't mean toooooooo! I felt bad cause i know my friend is not really a person that would really give rides, you know. I wish could drive. I wish I could give myself and other people rides. I dont' want to feel dependent on other people anymore. :\ I hate it when I ask people to drive me home cause I know they only do it just because they want me to be safe and they don't want me to walk, but I know it's troublesome for them. Man, i just want to say, I'M REALLY SORRY IF I'M TROUBLESOME TO ANYONE. Sighh... I don't really know what to do right now.

So yeah, I kinda ran out of passion for Japanese. My Japanese teacher this year sucks. I really don't like her. She blames us for everything. And she thinks we are a failure as students. What kind of teacher says that?! She doesn't really take in our comments seriously because she feels like she's being attacked. I don't think she realizes that she can't really change student's minds really fast. She should think of changing herself rather than giving us a hard time and saying we're ROBOTS. Yeah, she says we're ROBOTS. This one time, for the whoel class period, she made us listen to this Vocabulary and Grammar listening thing. And it's like, we listen to it once, and she EXPECTS us to learn EVERYTHING. Just like that. It's stupid. Well, yeah, I don't know. When she became my teacher, it's like, I'm not interested in learning the language anymore. Before, last year, i used to LOVE the language. I used to REALLY LIKE coming to school everyday just to learn a new grammar pattern, or a new Kanji. Now, we don't do anything like that. It's like, we watch anime... And Japanese dramas... And she thinks that we know all of the Japanese kanji. And it's like, WTH woman, calm down, we're only teenagers. She thinks of us as real Japanese people, and we're only GAIKOKUJINS. She should treat us as a GAIKOKUJIN rather than treating us as NIHONJINS when we're really not. Yeah, I lost my passion.

I think I should start using LiveJournal now instead of Xanga, cause I'm pretty scared. People that read my blogs on Xanga are people that I don't really want them to read it. No offense to you people, but yeah, I kinda say personal things and it's weird when people know what you are talking about. Well, it's just that, I don't want people to really know because they might think of it differently. And they might take it in a weird kinda of way, when you didn't really mean it like that, you know. But I know that LiveJournal, people can read my blogs, but I guess LiveJournal seems like a place where my friends at school can't really find this blog of mines. Haha.
So, School is still busy. It's December right now, and the last time I blogged here was like in September. Well, October was Homecoming. November was not really special i guess. December was crazy. The three school weeks in December, I had to paint. Andmy hands were always covered with paint when  came home. T__T;;
First week of December, the whole week I stayed after school for Winter Wonderland decorations. I made this really nice background for it. I wanted them to keep it but, they threw it away after. :\ I was kinda sad. I also made a head cut-out pictures where you can put your head in and take a picture. THEY KEPT THAT ONE. I was really happy.

Second week of December was the Winterball dance. Again, I had to stay after school the whole week just to work on this background for it. Sadly, I didn't take a picture of the real background, but I have my sketch of it. People complimented me on it. I was really happy. So, for Winterball, I had a date (: I never ever had a date before to the dance. I've been to so many dances, and I finally got asked out. Haha (: I was really happy. And the dance was funn. I finally got to slow dance with someone too! HAHA. Yay (:

Third week of December was Winterfest. That week was crazy. The whole Leadership class had to do a performance for Winterfest, so while learning dances, I also had to make decorations for our bleacher side. Whew. Out theme was 'Under the Mistletoe' and I drew a REALLY NICE Minnie and Mickey Mouse drawing. I was so proud of myself. I worked so hard on it. HAHAHA. Winterfest was funnn.

You know, even though school is busy for me, I'm kinda happy with being busy. Because everything is worht it at the end. And plus, it's my Senior year of high school. I should do everything before it's too late. Haha. (:

So today is Christmas. Merry Christmas Everyone! It's hella raining where I'm living at. :\ But, I'm just thinking of it as snow falling (: Haha.

Soooo, I like this guy. (: And this guy likes me too. And I'm really happy right now. <3 Haha.

Ahh! I'm really really tired. It's too much for my little body. I can't handle this! :( I didn't know being an officer, I would have to stay after school to do more things. I just expected everything to be done during school, and I can come home everyday and watch some TV and some of my Japanese thingys! But, I can't really do that anymore! Because I'm tired and I get lazy to watch things. And now, things that I download, I don't even get to watch because I get tired of even thinking about watching things because I am sooo busy! :( I'd hate to say it, but I really want high school to be over. Or more specifically, I want to NOT be busy again. I can't even think about playing TCGs because that's not my priority right now. It's school school school and more school. My school schedule is pretty mellow and easy since I dont' have any math or science classes, but I don't know, I don't really like it. I feel really lazy to do any homework for government and english class because most of my classes, I don't really have homework in! So I assume that I have no homework because I only really think about those classes that do NOT have homework, when I should be thinking about the classes in which I do have the most homework in. Today, I had to stay after school, but I didn't want to, I wanted to stay home, because I love the feeling of being home and just doing your own thing. School is such a pain, and that pain really hurts my little body. MAN, I'm like so busy, I don't even eat during Lunch time because I have meetings to go to. And I'm not able to hang out with my best friend! And it's only been like, what ... three week or so? Aiyahhh.

1 day of summer left.  I decided to have an entry on my last day of summer 2008. Crap. It sucks. The feeling of school right around the corner sucks. It's getting to the pint where I can SMELL school. Ugh. I didn't even buy school supplies or back to school clothing. T__T This year, I'm going to be a senior. Wow. I can't believe I'm almost done with high school! I can't believe I spent 12 years of mandatory school. Wow. 12 years has been a long time.  During my high school years, I've probably changed into a really good person. I've finally found out what I enjoy and what I don't enjoy. I found true friends and friends that are not really ... true. HAHA.
YES! I finished my AP government summer homework in 8 hours! The thing about that is, I had 3 months to do it, but I decided to do that on my last day of summer. =X I think I'm better doing things when I'm pressured, and I have no time left. :D
Oh, a week ago, I took my test to try to skip Japanese 3 and move on to Japanese 4. It was only me and this friend of mine who were going to take the test. Everyone that I knew told me I was DEFINITELY going to pass it, since I'm really passionate about Japanese class.Unfortunately, things didn't work out as expected, and I failed the test. My sensei emailed me and told me that I should stay in Japanese 3. =/ Yes, I cried. That was the most disappointing thing that has ever happened in my life. But as they say, whenever things goes well, Something kick your butt and ruins everything. Why did I cry you ask? Because everyone that I knew, knew about the test that I was going to take, ALL of them expected me to pass. And I didn't pass. And I'd hate seeing people go, "Aww. It's okay." because it's not okay. =/ And now, I have to tell everyone that I failed and my other friend who took the test, passed! *Sigh*

I kind of don't want to leave summer yet. I feel like there were so many things that I didn't get to do yet.

In other news, My birthday is coming up! August 31st! I'm going to turn 17. I told my friend to buy me a table. HAHA. Like, those small, low tables that you can sit on the floor. :D I'm really picky with tables though. O.O;; Because my back hurts a lot if the table is to high, or low. I want a perfect table that I would be able to sit and not be injured! Yahoooo! I'm pretty excited about my birthday though because I have no idea what my friends are going to give me. I hope they give me something that is really useful, like a table! :D

Allright, this entry will be the last entry of the summer for 2008. Goodbye summer! I will miss you dearly!

Which member of Arashi are you most compatible with? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Aiba Masaki You're most compatible with Aiba! You know who you are and who you are is someone who isn't very fussy or high maintenance. Aiba seems to prefer someone who's enthusiastic about life and interested in experiencing it - with him, you get a partner in crime. Results based on a 2006 translated interview about ideal marriages - therefore, you may want to take everything with a grain of salt. ;) Aiba Masaki 75% Ohno Satoshi 68% Ninomiya Kazunari 58% Matsumoto Jun 55% Sakurai Sho 50%

Haha! I kinda knew it was Aiba though. I really like Aiba's personality even thought my favorite is Ohno. :D

ゆっくり、ゆっくり！
I'm not really a FAST type of person. I really like to take my time on things. That's why due dates are a big NO NO for me! Whenever there's a project at school and it's due by so-and-so date. I feel the pressure. I do it though, but it doesn't feel like I do it to the best of my abilities. So whenever I turn/hand in a project at school, I feel very agrivated and depressed at the same time. If only time can be a little longer. Sigh. After watching that movie "ClockStoppers", I really want to get my hands on one of those watches. So when I need more time, I could just use my watch to slow down time! Oh, If only, If only.

変わってもいい？
I don't think I'm a whole as a person. I've been noticing this for a while now, but I feel as if I have two different kinds of lives. One at home and another outside the house. And you know how people have certain thoughts about you from your outer personality? Yeah, people seem to depict me as a very happy, energetic, spirited person that I am. I AM THOUGH. But I have other feelings that I've sort of can not be seen to the public eye. At first, I felt like these feelings won't last long and I'll just forget about it. But as time goes by, those feelings became strong and it seems as though I think about these feelings everyday!  These feelings though, I want it to be expressed together with what people depict me to be. That way, I can feel as a whole, but I don't think people will accept me that way. So is it okay to be different? Is it okay to change into something that would make you feel better about yourself? Can I change JUST for myself because changing into the person I want to become will make me feel more whole? And there's nothing wrong with doing the things that you want to do right? And And there's nothing wrong with being passionate and feeling inspirational with this feeling?! I guess I'm feeling these things because high school is almost going to be over and I think a lot about stupid/exciting things after high school. But those stupid things, I really WANT to do! I have a big dream that I want to accomplish in the future and I really hope that it will come true. Like, "furrealz dawg"!
Yeah, typing this up made me realize that each and every person is different. There's probably no one in this world that will accect whatever your wishes are. And there's always someone that will always critize you. They'll probably think you're stupid for ever doing such-and-such. But isn't that testing your passion? Isn't that testing your strive for whatever you want to accomplish? Everyone has their own different opinion on things.
UGH, I feel like I'm speaking nonsense!

私の大ドリームは日本に行きたいです。そして、日本に住みたいです。やっぱり日本の文化が大好きです。（笑）日本へ行ったら「嵐」と言うグループに会いたくてコンサートを見に行きたいです。見ながら、嵐ソングを歌います！(笑）さすが、私の夢は大きすぎます。ね　私のためにたんじょびプレセントを買いたい人は小さいタブルを買ったほうがいいですよ。たんじょうびのためにテブルしか買うと、まだ嬉しくなりますよ。今、午前十に時四十分なので、寝たほうがいいです。じゃ、また！
^^ Don't bother with the Japanese, I'm practicing >.<;; I'm trying to skip Japanese 3 and go on to Japanese 4. Haha.

First Ever Personal Entry! My thoughts and Ramblings.=X

Music
It's really good to listen to songs you haven't heard in a really long time. Brings a nostalgic feeling at I can't help but smile. Whether it was a bad song or a good song, brings back memories. Listening to those 'ol music makes me see how i've grown as a person. It seems as though I sort of became my own individual by that. Music is a really good thing to listen to. No doubt! And I'm really happy that I am very various with my music. I used to hate foreign music during middle school. It was a feeling of, "I don't know what there saying so I think it's good" But now, I've grown and learned to love foreign music, especially asian music. People who read this, you should really try to listen out of your comfort zone. you may learn to like it. Maybe love it! That's what happened to me.

School
High School. It's pretty fun. I going to be a senior soon and I'm excited. A thing I learned so far from high school is  to go for it. Whatever you desire, just go for it. Whatever the outcome is, Good or bad, as long as you had the courage it will become a great feeling. During my junior year, I ran for a student body position. I ran for Spirit Leader against 8-or-so people. That's a lot of people >.<;; Seriously. Only 3 spots were open for Spirit Leader. I never expected that I would've won at all. Because there was so many people that ran against me at that time that I believed to have a really good chance in winning. I ran because I wanted to prove to myself that I can do outragous things. Luckily, I won a position! that was a really good feeling because it was a feeling of acceptance from my whole class. I'm really thankful for that. I really want to do better for my school/class'09 and show people that I'm really capable of being a Spirit Leader.

ARASHI
I know it may not seem like it to my real friends from my real life, but I'm a die-hard fan of a Japanese 5-boy band group called Arashi. I know it sounds kind of funny, but it's true! I've never been a die-hard fan in my life before. But I sort of realize it now, that I'm such a big fan. But not like those crazy fans that obsess over "hotness" and "outer appearances". I don't swing that way (even though they are pretty good-looking). Why a big fan you ask? Wow, I'm just envious ya know... They have so much love and friendship for one another. I've never really had that before. And they have such, good-feeling songs. Their songs are so upbeat and you can't help but smile. I feel like their songs take me into another world where I don't have to worry about hardships in life. Their songs give me passion and makes me want to do what I want to do and be my own individual. Their songs show that they don't do music just for the money and fame. They do it because they LOVE what they do. I would LOVE, LOVE, to see them in concert one day. That would probably be one of the greatest things ever. That's my wish. Haha. And, I'm just... jealous of them =X They bring happiness for everyone and I really want to be able to do that. I think bringing happiness is probably one of the best things you can do in life. There's SO much more to say about them but I just can't put it into words. What they have is truely something that I want